Growing up Chuck -- Something's different -- Music the great escape -- An unlikely detour -- The original boy band -- Playin' in a traveling band -- The wooden nickel years -- Almost famous -- Hey now, you're a rock star -- Free-falling -- Breaking up is hard to do -- And now for the bad news -- I've got a secret -- The worst of times -- HIV ain't for sissies -- A message from a friend -- Will the real Chuck please stand up -- Illusions shattered -- Ready for love -- Rewriting happily ever after -- Faces of victory -- Lessons learned.